Wish it could all go away...

I saw someone whom I haven't seen in a long time...it just reminded me how much I wish I had.....how much I wish I could accomplish...I know I am suppose to appreciate the things I have in my life and that there are people worse off than myself. But everyone deserves to vent and exude hurt. I feel like I am going no where..physically...mentally...figuratively..future-wise.....art-wise..no job...no money..no talent..living in the basement with nothing but dreams of success. I hope I wake up one day and it all goes away...or not wake up at all.